One day.
That was their mantra, their motto, and
their promise.
Two girls stood holding hands in front
of a drab, gray wall. Together they imagined the possibilities of
things awaiting on the other side. Their minds were so depraved of
experience that they had a hard time picturing anything other than
what they were used to: smooth metal corridors, colorless cells, and
electric barriers.
The girls stood on a crack-less cement
pavement walkway, perpendicular to it's suggested trajectory. Two
lines of others just like them marched behind them wearily. The echo
of their footsteps bounced around the seamless walls and up to the
high ceiling, cascading back down again; a self-conducting orchestra
of despair. Before long the chains shackled to the arms of the
dreamy prisoner girls were pulled along by their compliant
partners-in-captivity. They were ripped out of their meditative
state and fell in line with the rest of the despondent many. One
day.
One day.
Each day was the same thing for the
girls. Everything was the same. Though this prison housed no
torture, no pain, and no physical suffering, it touted a
psychological burden that was much worse. They were in cells side by
side and exactly alike, just as everyone and everything else. All
the walls smooth and dark gray, all the floors stone and hard on
foot, all the ceilings high and white, all of the areas restricted by
visible electric barriers, all of the guardsmen cloaked in silence
and black and default mask. A world devoid of feature, and vacant
hope. Even the skin of these unfortunate prisoners has grown
simultaneously dismal and porcelain in the unnatural halogen glow
overhead. There was no ambition or desire or aspiration among the
prison folk; optimism sank and circled the drain. Yet two young
girls had an innate desire for freedom. Two young girls who were
born into this colorless madness found each other and found a way to
look upward and onward. Each day, on the walk to the feeding hall,
they stepped out of line and faced their wall. It was theirs now.
And with their faces mere inches from it, they searched their own
minds, apart and collected, for a life on the other side. Talking in
whispers, they would build pleasant confusion in one another. I bet
there is warmth out there. And soft. And fresh. For these things
they longed, having only had involvement with their counterparts.
After stepping out of line for only a
few short seconds, not even enough to constitute one single minute,
they would be tugged along their path and ushered back into the
succession. Back to the plain and ordinary and life as they new it.
On the outside, they were just like everyone else around them,
generic and manufactured and docile. Inside though, they were
combating their surroundings. Before they get yanked back into the
life of nothing, they sprinkle water onto the soil and seed of their
hearts. If any two words could hold vast meaning it was the two
words they chose to inspire life in their born-dead vessels. One
day.
One day.
She awoke naturally, turning in bed in
a just-woken state of confusion. All at once her head was flooded
with questions. There was no blaring morning alarm pouring out of
the wall speakers. There was no guard outside her door, and even
stranger, the electric prongs that normally create a cell door were
uncharged and dull. With trepidation she approached the area of the
non-existent electric field, and after a seemingly long session,
stepped through to the short outer corridor. She ventured to the
cell to her left and looked inside. The girl's eyes met; one pair
out in the corridor, the other pair above a huddled body, knees and
chin keeping each other company. Strength was to be found in each
other, as usual, and they joined hands to walk the hallway. The
reached the end, where they normally are herded for roll call, and
walked in with a triumphant disdain. A gun was shoved into their
collective. It wasn't a merciless and stoic guard, but a man with
face and color and care. He spoke to them. He hugged them. He told
them an army had finally been mounted. The war was being won. They
were about to be freed. They knew of no war, no army, no freedom.
They knew of one life and one home and one master. They had nothing
to say. There was no response to be given, but it was not waited
for, anyway. He grabbed them and ran them through their course. All
the familiar sights had given way to things unknown, and they could
not comprehend the new features being placed before them. It was as
if you had grown an altogether entirely new sense and your body
couldn't process the new stimuli given. They passed by salvation and
justice and intervention long-awaited, without acknowledgment.
The following moments were erased from
their memories. Not due to any force other than inability to retain.
The soldier led them to a leader. The leader led them to a gate.
They were spoken at and congratulated and hugged and talked to and
overwhelmed. All of this forgotten in favor of the ultimate memory.
The one they had pretended to be having the whole time. The memory
they had been dreaming of without knowing what it possibly could be.
The only memory they could ever want.
They were led to a gate. A button was
pressed. The interlocking teeth of the only irregular wall they had
ever seen began to separate. All was white for a while.
Before they had realized what was
happening, they had been ushered out into open air. They choked on
the freshness and the liveliness. They were scared of the cool green
grass and the gentle, invisible drifting winds. Their nostrils were
flooded and overflowed with pollen and smoke and pheromones and sweat
and blood and all manner of earthen delight. Finally, their eyes
adjusted to a powerful sun. It took time, as it was their first
exposure. Involuntarily, their hands had already clasped. They
stood triumphantly outside the prison and turned to face it. It's
walls burning and crumbling, and the black flag atop it being torn
down and trampled on. Their only home ever was being demolished and
desecrated and it brought legitimate, natural, innate smiles across
their faces. They turned again and faced the outside. The outside.
The perfect memory. Their heads turned inquisitively and sharply as
they took in the greens, reds, browns, blues, oranges, and yellows of
the flora and fauna. Unnatural shapes reared their heads in the form
of trees, clouds, fields of green grass and ferns, roads, hills,
valleys, skies, dirt, and rocks. Their shoeless feet dug into the
soft mound and they fell to the ground with tears of elation.
Cuddling and rolling and feeling. After an eternity of experience,
they found themselves stood once again. Much of the commotion had
died down. And they found this time appropriate to pay tribute to
their saving grace, their mantra, their maxim. One day.
Day one.
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